i just found out my great grandmother passed away on sunday. i can't help but feel so guilty that i never kept in contact with her once i became old enough to distance myself from anyone, or anything to do with my father and his side of the family. i've been asked to speak at her funeral, and i have no idea what to say... i hardly even remember her. all i remember is going to her house when i was a lot younger, and every time i was there she would do baking and give me some kind of gift. now, i really wish i never distanced myself from her.