everything is working out so good for me. this year started rocky, but now i feel so in charge or my life and i, and it rules. i have the best friends i could ever ask for. the bestestbestfriend i could ask for, and a boy that makes me really happy. i'm moving to hamilton in a couple of months. and next year i'm going to study radio and journalism. i'm really happy, finally things are turning out how i want them too.
i like you, it scares me. i really didn't think it was possible to like someone this much, this quickly. but, saying goodbye to you today made me realise how much i care for you, and honestly it scares the crap out of me. but... in a good way. i miss you already and it's only been like twelve hours since i saw you, it sucks. i can't wait to see you next. i hope it's bloody soon.
it's 12:17am, i got back from hamilton at around 2:00pm.
(i already miss it.)
i can't sleep because my room feels empty, and to be honest... i feel slightly empty. i love that place, and the people in it. i hate having to leave it. i have the most amazing times and it's such a fuckin' great place full of the most amazing people. oh man, who ever inventend distance is a cunt.
i've spent the entire week with my bestfriend, and all our friends in hamilton.
it was amazing.
oh, the shit we do...
we went to auckland to see some of the boys band play. that ended in having mcdonalds ice cream thrown at cars, stupid eleven year old emos, being thug, being patted down and searched by security, and our usual ripping the shit out of eachother.
and in hamilton we went to art galleries and museums, we walked the hamilton gardens, drove around doing spontaneous dance parties in the middle of the night, went to cemeteries in the middle of the night, shat our selves, then played hardcore music, we found "skin heads, skin heads, lookin' for a fight!", went on two hour long bush walks in the dark and rain, went to temples, melva hill (as always) and so much more.
i actually hate leaving that place, i think it's time to seriously think about moving there...
and y'know what? i've found that one friend. keekee, i love you. thankyou for everything, you really are amazing. i'm so glad i have you in my life. it's amazing having someone who gets me, the way you do. i promise i'm gonna try be the best friend you deserve. it's you and i vs the world (hahaha, get it?!) i love triangles, and i love you. x