Saturday, January 29, 2011

jimmy eat world with lauren - april 13th.
favourite band with my favourite person.
guess what...
i'm eighteen!

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

bye bye benny-too-many.
france is lucky to be getting you, i'm going to miss you so much. i love you lots, thankyou for all your support, comfort, and fun times. you're defiantly just like a brother to me. please stay safe. x
oh, hello dislocated shoulder.

Thursday, January 13, 2011

dearest dick head,

i gave you everything i had to offer. every little part of me, you had... and still have. i don't have the strength or energy to put up with you and your shit any more. i told you i needed a break from you, so i could get over you. the break did nothing. seeing you today made me realise it. i deserve better than you, and i will get better than you. but, right now all i want is you. you have made me hate myself, and everything about myself... and, yet i still want you. you held me in your arms and told me you miss me and love me... but, y'know what? fuck you. fuck your smile, fuck the way you hold me when i'm angry at you, fuck that you give me your hoodie because i'm cold when i'm watching you play football, fuck how you kiss my forhead at random moments just because you can. but, most of all fuck the fact that i love you that little bit more than i hate you. i really wish i could hate you more, aye.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

and, i'm begging you to fall in love with me.
it's not desperation, it's just honesty.

Saturday, January 8, 2011

dear 10am, 1st of february...
hurry up.
i want this beauty on my ribs, now!

Saturday, January 1, 2011

lastnight is a blurr.
never have i been so smashed, and had such a terrible hangover.
but, boy oh boy it is worth it. minus the drama, that is.
best new years i've had, by far.
happy new years everyone! i hope 2011 is good to y'all.