Monday, June 29, 2009

i get disappointed far to easily.

Saturday, June 27, 2009

i want may hair to be like this.
hey hair, hurry up and grow please.

i almost had an accident driving home this afternoon.
i'm still in shock.

drove a tad to fast around a round about, my breaks jammed and i spun out.
i ended up getting my breaks working and then i did a 360 and then drifted down the road for about ten meters. then spun out again.

never go a bit to fast around a round about when it's been raining.

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

“Yesterday’s just a memory, tomorrow is never what it’s supposed to be.”
Bob Dylan

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

i'm thinking about buying some, can't decide which colour.
my oh my, i want some bad.

Monday, June 22, 2009

ash stymest, yes please.

i know i'm a cow sometimes, and i'm sorry. you're a better dad than my biological father could ever be, thankyou.

Sunday, June 21, 2009

tonight is going to be a long night.

assignment due first period tomorrow.
i've been doing it all day and it's still not finished.
i'm screwed. damn procrastination.

my brain is fried, i've been doing it since ten this morning, and it's almost eleven.

break time on blogspot, yes please.

One kiss from you and I’m drunk up on your potion.

grace and love.

''in spite of the crazy times we're in there's alot to be thankful for. second chances, third chances, seven hundred and thirthy fourth chances. sunsets. sunrises. sunsets. and the pasing of time begins to make a lot more sense to me in context of grace, instead of karma. under a rule where love triumphs over justice.''
-jon foreman.

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

-----Email Message-----

Dear Frank,

Tonight I was at Artomatic. On the metro ride home, there was a girl - quite beautiful - with dyed hair and heavy eye makeup but not enough to cover up that something was the matter. She was eying her wrists then looking around. I wish I knew her story. I wish I could help. So on a card I wrote,

Dear Friend, Though this is cliche, it has helped me to think the night is darkest just before the dawn.

As she was getting off the metro she dropped a little PRIDE flag and as I picked it up, handed it to her and said, "I think you dropped something." I handed her the card.

i love you.

everything's going to be okay, i promise.
i will do eveything i possibly can to make sure of it.

you deserve so much better than this.

sing a song, play a tune.

i just recorded my song, it's a crazy process.
really intimidating too.

but it was fun, and doesn't sound to bad (:

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

kelsey jayy.

twinkle twinkle little star, how i wonder what you are.
shine shine tiny dancer, how wonderful you really are.
remember how i told you i have a suprise fo you? well i'm recording it tomorrow.
i love you kelsey, and i miss you crazy.

maybe maybe.

i'm contemplating going blonde again.

Monday, June 15, 2009


and i'm scared.

Friday, June 12, 2009


i am proud to say, i have the worlds most amazing bestfriend.
lauren joy ness, you make my world spin around.

coolest kid ever.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

remember me.

in english we had a big discussion about what people want to be remembered for when they die, some wanted to be remembered as the good friend, others for changing someones life.
one girl said she wants people to forget all the bad thing's and only remembered the good times and the positive things she's done...

i don't want to be remembered for only the good things, i'm not a hero, or someone perfect.
i want to be remembered as a person, good things and bad.

what did i say i wanted to be remembered as,
''i want to be remembered as samantha, the person. i want to be remembered exactly how i am, flaws and all. everyone knows different sides of me, and i want everyone to remember the exact me they know. nothing more, nothing less.
i just want to be remembered as me. exactly how i am.''

Monday, June 8, 2009

procrastination is my friend.

-composition due tomorrow.
-music assignment due on the 19th.
-photography shoot to do.
-sociology assignment.
-getting my restricted.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

far far away...

i want to pack a suitcase full of my things,drive far far away from this place,and be the girl that noone knows,somewhere beautiful and away from here.

bonfires, icecream cake, wine & brilliant company.

last night was way to much fun, i haven't had so much fun in a while.
happy birthday jerusha, i love you.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

current obbsesions...

rob pattinson.
mat musto.
t mills.
mitchell davis.twilight.