i'll admit i've become a bitter, and guarded person. but, with the amount of people that have fucked me around and used me... what do you expect? it may seem that i have this tough exterior and act as if i am incredibly confident, but i'm really not. i'm full of insecurities that often rule me, and i'm weak and far from as tough as i make myself out to be. i've learnt to fight back, and stand up for myself. i wont put up with peoples shit, and if that makes me a bitch, so be it. it's easier to keep people out, rather than let 'em in and have them fuck you over.
wow, that was a mind explosion.