i'm diggin' being fake 18, and having some rowdy ass times in town with some of the coolest people ever. not so much diggin' how messy i look in this photo, wow.

hope y'all had a merry christmas!

i'm not gonna get over you if i'm always under you...
so, no more sex for you buddy!

jesus. i am a busy, busy girl.

from the 15th of december till 14th of february i only have three weeks free time.

oh, hell.

i'll admit i've become a bitter, and guarded person. but, with the amount of people that have fucked me around and used me... what do you expect? it may seem that i have this tough exterior and act as if i am incredibly confident, but i'm really not. i'm full of insecurities that often rule me, and i'm weak and far from as tough as i make myself out to be. i've learnt to fight back, and stand up for myself. i wont put up with peoples shit, and if that makes me a bitch, so be it. it's easier to keep people out, rather than let 'em in and have them fuck you over.

wow, that was a mind explosion.

sorrrrrrrrry.

i love my brothers,

and the fact we can not take a 'normal' photo together.

also, untill these photos i did not realise how brown i was.

jesus.

my cool as friend ryan is the drummer of a cool as band, sleeptalkers.

check 'em out!

(my mother says these boys are "dece as", you should say that too.)

"i'm takin' the piss." "you what? you want to extract my urine?!"

♥