there's a point in your life when you just get sick and tired of peoples bull shit, and you stop making an effort for those who don't make an effort for you. when you realise that maybe it's just not worth it any more.

yeah, i'm at that point.

i love setting myself as my friends desktop.

i am sam,

sam i am.

this is bekka, bekka is cool.

i get to see wolfie on friday!

this is why i should not drive through a drive through at 9am, on less than two hours sleep. i park to far away and have to get out of my car to pay and get the food. shot sammy.

oi, shelb.

i wuv chuuuu. come back soon plozzz.

i'd really like to have last weekend back,

it rulllllllllllllllled.

i am having the best weekend!

it is so good to be with so many friends i haven't caught up with in ages. not to mention some of the shit we've been doing is brilliant. i don't want it to end, so i'm staying an extra night away. thursday till monday, good lengthy weekend i say! yeeeow!

i get to see shelb in 42 hours!

i am so, so excited!

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

oh, haiiiii 2am.

we should really stop meeting like this, people will begin to talk. (;

sometimes, i just really want to punch you in the face and kick your shins.

this is defiantly one of those times.

i'm getting my first tattoo drawn up at the moment, it's sailor themed (: it's gonna have a mixture of things like these ones, but different haha. i still haven't decided where i want it though... it's out of my thigh, ribs, or in between my shoulder blades just below my neck. and, the quote "not all those who wander are lost." (even though it's from the lord of the rings, and i hate the lord of the rings.) i'm excited, i can't get it till january though which is shit.

last week gave me mean motivation to get fit and skinny, 'cause success is totally the best revenge. i joined the gym, and have been running every day for at least half an hour. and i've been eating less, and real healthy. i've already lost 3kgs, and dropped a dress size. i feel so good, apart from how shit i feel, i feel really good. exercise is actually mean. sup gonna be all skinny and toned and hot for summer! yeeeeow.

thankyou for making getting over you so, so much easier.

i wana work in a theme park,

soooo fucking bad!

in ten days i'm picking this beautiful girl, shelby, up from the auckland airport. i am so fucking excited. i haven't seen her since she moved to christchurch a almost six months ago. it's the longest i have gone without seeing her in five years. wowow. auckland airport, be prepared for a lot of screaming and girly squeals!

there's no denying that i'm going to have to be batting girls away when my brothers grow up. they're flippin' babes already.

i lost a follower!
hahahahahahahah, i feel like i'm on tumblr or some shit.

i want my bright red hair back,

so bad.

"i guess i just had one of those wishful thinking moments. where you hope things might be different, even though you know deep down inside they're probably going to be the same."

oh lordie,

i want these so bad!

jesus doesn't love me, no one ever carried my load.

i'm to young to feel this old.

my friends and i,

yeah we're bloody amazing.