HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAUREN.

i'm very glad you had an amazing day and night, and i'm even more glad my suprise was succsessful. happy 17th birthday my beautiful girl. love you crazy. X

i adore my bestfriend.

(photos taken while sitting on her roof one day during exam week, idoit locked herself out. so, we sat on the roof eating icecream and drinking juice in the sun. billiant day!)

i'm not a door mat, so stop treating me like i am!

i'm getting a perm!

(in a few weeks, eep)

i let my insecureties rule my life to often, i'm scared of everything, and i hate being alone. this needs to change. i don't want to live like this anymore.

lauren. you weren't lying when you said you've got a girl crush on kristen stewart were you...

i found these on your computer ha.

i have an english exam in an hour, i should be getting in some study since i never pay attention in class.
but no, i'm listening to eatmewhileimhot.
procrastination is my friend, exams and study are not.

not gonna lie, et scares the hell outa me.

lauren, i found you a great way to get the detention you're dying to have.

"is that a ladder in your stockings, or a stairwell to heaven?"

dear lauren.

i'm safe now, no need to worry. everything is going to be okay.

sorry for worrying you.

i love you x

i am this close to packing my things and leaving everything behind.
it's a tad concerning how serious i am.

you're the only thing stopping me, the only thing worth staying for.

so how about we get the hell outa this place together?

haai lauren, hai. i love you!

perfect?