i need to move forward, i've slipped so far back that i don't know how i'll do it.
but i will.

to much has changed, and i can't really blame it on anyone but myself.
i wish things were back to normal instead of trying to find something that i'm pretty sure i will never find.

i'm scared of what i'm becoming.

hey lauren
i love you.

i am constantly having to stop myself thinking about you.

i found him, after six and half years i found him.
i'm scared, but so excited at the same time.

www.givesmehope.com

“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together, there is something you must always remember. You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. But the most important thing is, even if we’re apart, I’ll always be with you.”

~Winnie the Pooh

this past week was possibly the best week i've had in a very long time.

it was so so good having candice stay with me, i said goodbye to her yesterday.

it was heartbreaking.

i spent alot of time with candice, lizzy and hayv.

i wish candice and lizzy didn't have to live so far away, i hate distance.

i also wish the holidays didn't have to end, i am still not ready to start back at school.

mr, why can't i get you out of my head? you're not what i'm used to, and you bring out a side of me i'm not used to.

candice arrived yesterday, she's staying with me all week.
i don't think i could be much happier!

i've missed her so much.
i hate distance.

he just keeps getting better, wow.

i'm so glad it's the holidays.
sleepovers, picnics, parties, sleep-ins, relaxation, and catch-ups with old friends.
yes please.

thank god for the holidays!

i love this. possibly my most favorite people.

kelsey, i love you. you're my exception.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/buttercupdays/

pretty sure i have the coolest bestfriend around.

hey lauren, i love you.

i've never felt so alone.

time for a change?

and to think, i thought he couldn't get anymore beautiful.

'christopher drew, i love you.'