you see me, and run away.

real mature.

hey ash stymest,

wana be my ball date?

I GET TO LEAVE SCHOOL!

new zealand,

yes please!

i can't believe i fell for all your tricks, you're a pig. i really don't understand how you can treat someone like this? you say you're not ignoring me, but after it happened you don't speak to me at all, when we would talk for hours on end almost every day. y'know, i really thought you were different. man, you had me fooled. you wasted months of my time, playing your silly little mind games slowly allowing me to fall for you, or what i thought was you. seriously, i hate that after everything you've done, not only do i want to hit you - i want to kiss you again. that hurts more than your fucking me around. i can't get you off my mind, and it pisses me off. i just keep replaying everything in my head trying to figure out where i went wrong, even though i know i did nothing wrong. you're the one that has done all wrong. you're the first guy i let near me in months, and even though you knew that... you still messed me around. i was scared to let you in, but i decided to take a chance and wear my heart on my sleeve. that took a lot for me to do. i showed you the real me, that took courage. if only i had enough courage to say all this to your face. but then again, maybe it's good that i don't. i don't want to lower myself to your level.

i hope karma gets you bad,

ass hole.

i found it, i thought i had lost it forever.

i'm so happy!

i can taste you on my lips, and it makes me sad.

there's a part of me that just wants you back.

you're the one thing i want, that i never did have.

wowowowowowowowow.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-20inKxm08w&feature=fvsr

AMEN!

why do i like you?

hey, fuck you.

if you have a problem with me, say it to my face.

your year thirteen, not thirteen years old.

grow up and stop being such a twat.

thankyou.

i can't get you off my mind,

i hate it.

i wana be back in hamilton,

not tauranga.

making out and nose bleeds, not a good mix.

i went on a date with my mum tonight.
cute, i know.

we went and saw "she's out of my league."

omg, it was so much better than i expected, such a funny funny movie.

i totally recommend it!

hamilton tomorrow!

i'm so, so excited.

i can't wait to see everyone. i miss them so much.

aaron, oh aaron.

at least i got to see underoath live, before you left.

man, i am funny.

also, you should check her blog, it's nice.

http://ayeshesays.blogspot.com/

yesterday was amazing, radio school is wow.

i had such a a great day, and i was told that i am a complete natural and have what it takes and more to make it on the radio.

so, anyone want to give me $7,300 to do the course?

so, i'm kinda shitting myself.

in a way, my future kinda rests on tomorrow.

a few weeks ago, one of my teachers approached me with an offer, to pay for me to do a radio school trial day, i thought about it for a while and decided it is something i could really enjoy. and, a lot of people think i have what it takes, which kinda rules.

the thing is, i have always wanted to work with children and i had planned out that next year i was going to go to a nanny college and become a nanny, but i've secretly always been interested in radio and t.v. so, given an opportunity like this, i may as well take it, right? right.

i'm really excited to have a go at this radio thing tomorrow, but at the same time.. i'm absolutely pissing myself i'm that anxious. like, if i do really good, i've already been offered the chance to join the radio school which is super exciting. so tomorrow's really the deal maker for me, radio or nannying. wowee.

wish me luck.

wolfie,

you are wonderful, and i cannot wait to see you.

i love you.

i'm really, really sweet on you.

i want to colour my hair like this, so badly.

but mum wont let me untill after my school ball, piss.

home, sweet home.

taupo was so good, but i'm glad to be home.

made $150 while i was there, and went op shopping.

spent $24 and got myself, two blazers, a cardi, a dress, sunglasses and a handbag. stoked.

i'm off to taupo for a week this afternoon, have a great week everone!

x