i want one of these. so badly.

but i can't seem to find one anywhere, which sucks.

anyone know where i can get one, online or anything? it would be greatly appreciated! (:

i got my hair done yesterday!

it's a lot blonder. layered and shaped around my face and shoulder length at the back, longer at the front.

i love it.

and i can not stop thinking about you.
i can not stop wondering, if you're constantly thinking about me.

don't close your eyes dear i'm still staring.

i won't lie dear i'm still breathing,

even though your beauty is breath taking.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8qBFNaA7u1E&feature=player_embedded

OMG HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

hahahahaha! too funny.

i would recommend this album to anyone, and everyone.

it's so beautiful - i absolutely love it, to bits.

i've been listening to it on replay for the past few weeks.

please wait while i slowly untie my tongue tonight.

i pray by some feeble attempt, my words would tell you what my heart has to say.

i can't wait for the school holidays.

i can’t believe how you looked at me with your james dean glossy eyes,

in your tight jeans, with your long hair.

and your cigarette stained lies.

jack o'conell,

i love you.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/film/audio/2010/mar/18/film-weekly-podcast

(listen to 9:19.)

holy balls. i'm so excited. wow.
it's going to have skins generation one and two in it aswell! ;D
omg omg omg omg omg.

wow, i have 30 followers.

i decided it's about time you all got to know me a bit more.

30 followers, so i'm thinking, 30 facts about myself (:

1. my full name is samantha paige mary lea griggs.

2. i'm 5ft2.

3. right now, i'm listening to weatherstar - postcards

4. i live with my mother, step father and baby brother.

5. i have my septum pierced.

6. i have bright green eyes, i like them.

7. favourite movie, dirty dancing.

8. i suffer ocd. it gets worse when i'm stressed or anxious.

9. my mumma is my hero.

10. my favourite colour is pink.

11. i love ash stymest.

12. i want to go backpacking around italy.

13. i have a grey mazda familia, with a huge dent in the back and bad sun burn.

15. ice cream is my weakness.

16. i drink far to much coffee, that is far to strong.

17. i work at the ymca.

18. i like lace.

19. skins is my favourite show.

20. my ears are stretched, left 10mm right 6mm.

21. i need to colour my hair, 'cause my regrowth is insane.

22. i like to play on the swings. it reminds me of being a kid.

23. i have a huge sterio in my room, yet i still just play music off my ipod's built in speaker.

24. snod is cool.

25. i don't talk to my biological father.

26. i'm scared of needles. like, panic attack or punch a nurse in the face scared.

27. i want to be a nanny when i grow up.

28. i'm really close with my grandfather, he means a lot to me. i love him.

29. i like reading while listening to acoustic music and drinking tea.

30. i'm 17 years old. born on january 23 1993.

p.s thankyou so much for following me!

it's a boy!

i'm going to have a new baby brother, in september. i'm so excited.

if you have any idea's for names, you should let me know (:

at the moment, mum's thinking eli.

i got sent home from school today.one of my teachers said this to me...

"there is no point in you being here when you're like this samantha. you look like death. go home. sleep. have some "me time". go do all your school shit in your own haven. you look like you need it. so, go home and rest.''

y'know you're run down and stressed out far to much for your own good when teachers send you home from school.

nine assignments and/or essays due in. i only take five classes. fml.

i need a break, from everything.

John: About Elizabeth, and your reason for being here.
Freddie: Yeah man, what the fuck am I doing in your house?
John: Elizabeth and her mother have expressed dissatisfaction with my methods. It’s perfectly understandable. I am something of a maverick.
Freddie: You never helped her at all! She’s worse than she ever was now.
John: Anyway, I’m hoping to keep working with her regardless. There are some things I haven’t tried.
Freddie: Are you deaf? Listen, we don’t want you. Just stay the fuck away!
John: Indulge me a moment longer. I admit I was arrogant. Stupid. I made mistakes. I got too close, I feel terrible. I care too much.
Freddie: Stay away from her.
John: I’m too human! We are essentially creatures of instinct. Passing whims. And really on those profound moments. I can’t let you have her, I’m afraid. She really does love you, you know.
Freddie: Hey, come on. Just open the door, yeah?

this was one of the most intense things i have ever seen,

i cried, a lot. also felt sick.

still in shock, after almost a week.

---via livejournal---
there are 8 in this postcard and if she only loves one, that would be 87.5%, which means she totally loves snookie.

who ever posted that comment onto that secret, i love them.

my god. too funny.

i don't know if it's that i have high expectations in people, or i let them in to easily. but for some reason or another, i seem to be feeling really let down and fucked over lately. it's not on. i can't handle this disappointment, and treatment. i'm sick and tired of it. i think it's time to put some walls back up...

i'm so hung up on you...

"in my head, i see you all over me,

'cause in real life i can't get any.

in real life,

you'll be screaming noooo no no.

'cause in my head,

you're going down on me."

i love when i remix songs,

and they come out so damn funny.

yeah, i'm still buzzing. (:

(so every now&then, i'm going to upload more photo's of the night)

i'm not gonna lie,

i like you.

laztnight, wow.

most amazing night of my entire life.

words cannot express how happy i am.

paramore were amazing live, like wow.

they've been my favourite band for almost five years, and now i've seen them.

i really could not be happier.

Freddie: There’s no future without her.
Cook: Fuck the future.
Freddie: There’s nothing anymore!
Cook: There’s nothing but now, mate!
Freddie: What have I done? What did I do?
Cook: You went to the end of the fucking earth, man. The end of the fucking earth. You’re gonna have to go further now, mate. For her. For you. For me.

the only boy that will ever have my whole heart:

my baby brother james hunter appleton.

words cannot express my excitement right now,

tomorrow night i see paramore live.

"some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams, if you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you any more."

lady gaga.

being sick has it's advantages, like being in bed all day watching skins.

i'm halfway through season three and loving it, again.